Wednesday, January 28, 2015

Journal Three: lacie


The reading for me so far is going good. I believe the strengths of the book to be that each person's story isn't very long so you get to keep moving on and learning about new people. While reading other books I find myself counting the pages until the next chapter so that I know when the incredibly boring chapter will be over but with this book I don't have to do that because I know there's only a few pages on each person. I guess I find the weaknesses of the book to be that some of the people aren't as interesting as the others but that's only a matter of opinion. I actually enjoy reading holding on. Most of the stories I’ve read so far are extremely interesting and it takes me back in time to really get how they were feeling and the hardships they dealt with. To be completely honest I haven't been active reading. I haven't taken a single note off to the side and I should probably start doing that.

The theme I found in these stories so far is "Fear as protection or fear as trap".  Fear can protect you in some cases because if you're afraid to do something and it ends up being beneficial in the end it was a win, win because you didn't have to face your fear and you benefited from it. Fear can also be a trap because if you decide to face your fear the out come may not be what you had hoped for and in result giving you more fear. In Harold C. Cottons story he owned Bob's hat shop after the original owner died. He had started there when he was a teenager and shined people's shoes on the street until eventually all of the owners before him passed away and he got to take over the shop. Running a business is extremely hard and very stressful but working there was something Harold loved doing so he wouldn't let fear keep him from doing what he loved. He even took it as far as letting colored people to sit in the seats next to the white people to get their shoes shined. What if the whites stopped coming because they didn't want their shoes shined next to colored people? What if eventually he had no business coming in until he had to shut the place down. Those were all things that could happen but he chose to do it anyway in hopes it would end with everyone happy. He wasn't going to let fear trap him into only having white business, by doing this he's getting more business. 

I'm extremely afraid of heights, but the rock climbing class here at Osu sounded really fun and an easy credit to get. I thought to myself, "how high can this wall even be, the student center isn't very big". So I joined the class and prepared myself mentally for the worst. I wasn't going to let fear trap me from joining certain classes and experiencing knew things in life. When I got all tied in and my partner was ready to belay, I began climbing. I got maybe half way up the wall and I noticed my rope wasn't as tight as it should've been and it was progressively getting looser. I told my partner to bring me down because I was more than afraid to stay up on the wall with an unsecure rope. When I got back down on the ground my professor checked the rope and said I was right to come back down because if I would've stayed up on the wall it would have ended badly. In the end my fear was protection to my safety but I won't let my fear trap me into not going back onto the wall. That class was one of my favorites so far and I’m now certified to climb any wall!

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